"You are my gift from God; a gift to ease my pain, and heal my heart so that it can love as a whole again. And now, this love, my dear, is for you and you alone".
Friday 27 June 2014
Tuesday 24 June 2014
:'(
Woke up like 45 mins later than when i have intended to; jumped straight outta bed. Got ready for work in record time in my life and caught the usual bus to work ;3
No texts from you still at 7.30am, i'd knew you were still snoozing. Sent ya a text and prayed that'll magically wake you ;3 It wasn't until 7.50am while on the way to work that it struck me that you mentioned you have be in the office by 8am today. (I admit) i panicked abit, and tried to wake you up by calling. After 3 tries, i stopped. But i secretly hoped that you were already at the office, though i know that chance was almost near to zero.
After dreading what might happen to you when you finally reached the office, your text that said the audit was changed to 1pm made me thank God for his grace. Once again, an incoming bad event was averted :)
Despite my insistence on you not sending me to work2, you went along with your plan anyways. On the way there, you said that you'd stay til i ended work. Secretly, i was beaming. But then, you changed your mind. I felt deep down, a wave of something - something i could not make out, washed over me.
You must have noticed the change in me, because you kept asking me about it. Being the closed and mysterious me, i refused to divulge my real feelings.
Nevertheless, you stayed til the end. Watching you from where i was, sitting there and not really doing anything, while enduring the unbearable heat & humidity, my guilt swelled a lil.
And when work finally ended, the stall that you wanted to eat from was already closed. Seeing you having serious hunger pangs, i insisted that you have something. Finally, you decided on the Thai restaurant. Even with all that perspiration and the pain from an overly empty stomach, all you could think of was me. If i was hungry. If i wanted to eat. If i was feeling uncomfortable from the heat. Even when your food came, you made sure i had my share scooped out first, with extra portions of my favourite raisins.
Just as when i thought i had my tears under control, you placed a cleanly shelled prawn onto my plate. The prawn came with the tail, and i usually can remove that myself, but little did i expect you to remove that too. The overwhelming feeling of warmth flowed from within me down my cheeks.
I feel really, really fortunate to have you in my life. And this is just one of the many, many times you have brought my heart to peace.
Thank you, so, so, much for all the things you have done for me, and i want to let ya know that they are deeply appreciated ~ ♥
No texts from you still at 7.30am, i'd knew you were still snoozing. Sent ya a text and prayed that'll magically wake you ;3 It wasn't until 7.50am while on the way to work that it struck me that you mentioned you have be in the office by 8am today. (I admit) i panicked abit, and tried to wake you up by calling. After 3 tries, i stopped. But i secretly hoped that you were already at the office, though i know that chance was almost near to zero.
After dreading what might happen to you when you finally reached the office, your text that said the audit was changed to 1pm made me thank God for his grace. Once again, an incoming bad event was averted :)
Despite my insistence on you not sending me to work2, you went along with your plan anyways. On the way there, you said that you'd stay til i ended work. Secretly, i was beaming. But then, you changed your mind. I felt deep down, a wave of something - something i could not make out, washed over me.
You must have noticed the change in me, because you kept asking me about it. Being the closed and mysterious me, i refused to divulge my real feelings.
Nevertheless, you stayed til the end. Watching you from where i was, sitting there and not really doing anything, while enduring the unbearable heat & humidity, my guilt swelled a lil.
And when work finally ended, the stall that you wanted to eat from was already closed. Seeing you having serious hunger pangs, i insisted that you have something. Finally, you decided on the Thai restaurant. Even with all that perspiration and the pain from an overly empty stomach, all you could think of was me. If i was hungry. If i wanted to eat. If i was feeling uncomfortable from the heat. Even when your food came, you made sure i had my share scooped out first, with extra portions of my favourite raisins.
Just as when i thought i had my tears under control, you placed a cleanly shelled prawn onto my plate. The prawn came with the tail, and i usually can remove that myself, but little did i expect you to remove that too. The overwhelming feeling of warmth flowed from within me down my cheeks.
I feel really, really fortunate to have you in my life. And this is just one of the many, many times you have brought my heart to peace.
Thank you, so, so, much for all the things you have done for me, and i want to let ya know that they are deeply appreciated ~ ♥
Tuesday 10 June 2014
A break from work
Yesterday was the first day of my long-awaited leave. For some reason, i woke up as early as 7am, but i was feeling all refreshed and energised! Did a simple, quick manicure too ^-^ My mood was good, but it died down a little, thanks to the freaking weather (which is why i am seriously considering migration).
I have been looking forward to my meatball date at Ikea. Initially, i thought that it wouldnt be as crowded on weekdays, but apparently i was wrong. The place was kinda packed when we arrived, at about 2pm. Two weeks waiting for this was not in vain - the meatballs were awesome! Not to mention the yummy-licious clam chowder soup ^-^
Due to "great minds thinking alike", we cabbed to Tampines Mall & got tix for X-Men at 5pm. Since we had a lil time on our hands before the movie started, we walked into Toys'R'Us, a store i havent been in since ages ago. As i walked down the aisle with the racks packed with toys, i wonder will be the next time i step in this store again - perhaps when i am shopping for my own baby? :p
X-Men was awesome in my opinion, just like how the reviews said it to be. My next movie - Edge of Tomorrow ^-^
Anddddd.... ! I kinda forgot how good Haagen-Dazs tasted. It was h-e-a-v-e-n-l-y! Just love the feel of the sugar rush in my veins! Butbutbut, they didnt have the Belgian chocolate flavour, and that left me craving for more sugar :(
And so, he went to take his car and drove me home to wash up a lil, then we bought half a pint of Haagen Dazs ice cream from 7-eleven. It wasnt until we got to Mcdonalds that silly him realised he didnt get the change from the cashier when he made payment at the convenience store. Looking at how worried his face was, i tried to re-assure him that everything will be okay. Indeed, as how things always turn out to be, the cashier returned him the change. -Thank God-
The breathtaking scene at some place i didnt even know about in my past 24 years - planes taking flight, the sound of waves beating against the shore & a dark nightsky dabbled with lil sparkling stars, gives me the calm and inner peace that i have never found before. I really love that place. Thank you so much for sharing this place with me, and now its even more special to me ♥
I have been looking forward to my meatball date at Ikea. Initially, i thought that it wouldnt be as crowded on weekdays, but apparently i was wrong. The place was kinda packed when we arrived, at about 2pm. Two weeks waiting for this was not in vain - the meatballs were awesome! Not to mention the yummy-licious clam chowder soup ^-^
Due to "great minds thinking alike", we cabbed to Tampines Mall & got tix for X-Men at 5pm. Since we had a lil time on our hands before the movie started, we walked into Toys'R'Us, a store i havent been in since ages ago. As i walked down the aisle with the racks packed with toys, i wonder will be the next time i step in this store again - perhaps when i am shopping for my own baby? :p
X-Men was awesome in my opinion, just like how the reviews said it to be. My next movie - Edge of Tomorrow ^-^
Anddddd.... ! I kinda forgot how good Haagen-Dazs tasted. It was h-e-a-v-e-n-l-y! Just love the feel of the sugar rush in my veins! Butbutbut, they didnt have the Belgian chocolate flavour, and that left me craving for more sugar :(
And so, he went to take his car and drove me home to wash up a lil, then we bought half a pint of Haagen Dazs ice cream from 7-eleven. It wasnt until we got to Mcdonalds that silly him realised he didnt get the change from the cashier when he made payment at the convenience store. Looking at how worried his face was, i tried to re-assure him that everything will be okay. Indeed, as how things always turn out to be, the cashier returned him the change. -Thank God-
The breathtaking scene at some place i didnt even know about in my past 24 years - planes taking flight, the sound of waves beating against the shore & a dark nightsky dabbled with lil sparkling stars, gives me the calm and inner peace that i have never found before. I really love that place. Thank you so much for sharing this place with me, and now its even more special to me ♥
Sunday 8 June 2014
Back to Blogging!
I have stopped blogging for a few years now, but i think, it's time to start again.
Blogger used to be such a highly used blogging platform, but now i see the reason why people are moving on to others, such as tumblr. Compared to about 3 years ago, it is less user-friendly now, which is why i spent like 5 hours doing this. Its the first day of my 3 day rest, and i am supposed to pack my room. Apparently, that didnt get accomplished because i was so caught up making sure this page is at least presentable.
The blogger app for android is also kinda hard to use, so i guess i'll only be doing entries with my lappy.
Blogger used to be such a highly used blogging platform, but now i see the reason why people are moving on to others, such as tumblr. Compared to about 3 years ago, it is less user-friendly now, which is why i spent like 5 hours doing this. Its the first day of my 3 day rest, and i am supposed to pack my room. Apparently, that didnt get accomplished because i was so caught up making sure this page is at least presentable.
The blogger app for android is also kinda hard to use, so i guess i'll only be doing entries with my lappy.