Woke up like 45 mins later than when i have intended to; jumped straight outta bed. Got ready for work in record time in my life and caught the usual bus to work ;3
No texts from you still at 7.30am, i'd knew you were still snoozing. Sent ya a text and prayed that'll magically wake you ;3 It wasn't until 7.50am while on the way to work that it struck me that you mentioned you have be in the office by 8am today. (I admit) i panicked abit, and tried to wake you up by calling. After 3 tries, i stopped. But i secretly hoped that you were already at the office, though i know that chance was almost near to zero.
After dreading what might happen to you when you finally reached the office, your text that said the audit was changed to 1pm made me thank God for his grace. Once again, an incoming bad event was averted :)
Despite my insistence on you not sending me to work2, you went along with your plan anyways. On the way there, you said that you'd stay til i ended work. Secretly, i was beaming. But then, you changed your mind. I felt deep down, a wave of something - something i could not make out, washed over me.
You must have noticed the change in me, because you kept asking me about it. Being the closed and mysterious me, i refused to divulge my real feelings.
Nevertheless, you stayed til the end. Watching you from where i was, sitting there and not really doing anything, while enduring the unbearable heat & humidity, my guilt swelled a lil.
And when work finally ended, the stall that you wanted to eat from was already closed. Seeing you having serious hunger pangs, i insisted that you have something. Finally, you decided on the Thai restaurant. Even with all that perspiration and the pain from an overly empty stomach, all you could think of was me. If i was hungry. If i wanted to eat. If i was feeling uncomfortable from the heat. Even when your food came, you made sure i had my share scooped out first, with extra portions of my favourite raisins.
Just as when i thought i had my tears under control, you placed a cleanly shelled prawn onto my plate. The prawn came with the tail, and i usually can remove that myself, but little did i expect you to remove that too. The overwhelming feeling of warmth flowed from within me down my cheeks.
I feel really, really fortunate to have you in my life. And this is just one of the many, many times you have brought my heart to peace.
Thank you, so, so, much for all the things you have done for me, and i want to let ya know that they are deeply appreciated ~ ♥
